Seriously what is apparent isn’t really aparent, this will be hard to put in words but lets try.

Reality is different from the reality we perceive, the appearance of something might show distress or glee but it is often the veil to conceal something.

Thinking back today I was walloped by a random thought, which woke my lost ideology from hibernation. I have transformed into something that I always found repulsive, a judgemental person.

An advocate of empathy, I have turned into a pseudo reject of the very basics of empathy, which is understanding that what is apparent is not always the reality.

I need to fix my gauge before I turn into something I always detested.

Smile isn’t the representation of satisfaction & tears are not always shed in sorrow. The human emotions as apparent as they look, the meaning and the processes behind them don’t always generate the prevalent insight.

For the past 15 minutes I was lost in the sphere of my thoughts, diverging in my mind from all angles leading to the judgement that maybe I was not the not so judgemental person, maybe I was persistently a judgemental bloke. Who couldn’t see beyond the appearance, and it is not the hibernation of my philosophy it might be that the appearance of my philosophy, the advocation of empathy had put a veil over the judgemental nature of mine, maybe I was always a judgemental person like any other human being.